but I kill myself slowly by not getting sleep. and itś fun doing so. i wanna see how long my body can endure before giving up or like just shutting down randomly
surprisingly, i find myself wishing that this school day doesn't end
it's the last time I'll ever see my two best-friends. they're moving away
Robert & Oscar. they're my best-friends and yes even though they're guys and I'm a girl, we're bestfriends. they've made me laugh like no one else has & they're there for me when I need it to text me
but today is the last day I will ever see them. they're moving away
I'll miss you guys. thanks for making me laugh
well, I guess it's back to being a loner next school year
i keep on cutting myself, hoping that it'll work.
i got high last night and it was like a dream.
i just wanna die. im hoping that it happens really soon <33
I hate this world so much. People are so disgusting.
Walked into a gas station today and the cash register guy was maybe in his 30s. He kept looking at me while I was there. Then he asked for my number while I was checking out.
This is why I don't like wearing stuff like tank tops in public anymore, or just genuinely being in public.
Because people are so nasty and now I'm super uncomfortable.