Eugh....One last day...one last day....*sigh* I genuinely need someone from the hospital to see me but nope, family too stubborn saying I'm okay and I'm fine when I'm clearly not. I clearly can't carry things anymore without wincing in pain from muscle pain from overworking them. I don't want to do things cuz I can't sleep and have to get up early if I do sleep, so I can't rlly lock in. I'm perfectly hydrated btw too. But like, they want me to help when I can easily start pulling muscles and all, like no. Idgaf if u got stupid ahh arthritis or not ur fault for not checking it out earlier. Im so tired of what being told of. I don't want to play, I don't want to talk, I don't want to move, I don't want work, I don't want to do anything. I just wanna be on my tablet stress relief. Noooo, could never eugh. I can't even simply just take a 10 minute break before having to move shii. I've almost passed out 5 times already. I've gotten a nosebleed. I have so many cuts from moving stuff MAINLY ON MY OWN. My stomach is getting worse, even tho I'm taking my meds. I have headaches, stomach pain like there's a knife there. I don't want to move stuff. I'm only 12 for gods sake. Like you're making ur child who you know who's health is decreasing like wildfires moving your shii out of ur house cuz of ur mistakes. Like bffr. Let me take a break, you do work. I'm not your slave. I'm only 12, just cuz I'm younger and stronger doesn't mean i can do a whole trailer by myself. I can't anymore. I can't lift a stupid 5 pound of something without dropping it. Now everything's heavy. I have to have a bag carry my tablet and my water bottle, its too heavy. I don't think I should be moving anymore boxes FOR UR STUPID MISTAKES MOM. And babysitting on top of it too....I genuinely want to leave and never come back.