why does everyone hate me? I mean like today I went to tutoring so the teacher could help me with some work. There was 6 ppl there too. counting me, 7. Five of them were boys tho. I don’t talk a lot at school cause I’m developing a bad stutter and it’s Getting worse cause I’m jumbling up my words now. Anyways, so we were doing a math problem and I just said the answer and these 3 guys; one of them said to “shut up” and the other said “we’re not doing that dumbass”. and the other guy said “it’s probably wrong“ but when the teacher explained it. I got it right. And one of the other guys accused me for cheating which I never did. And so the other girl that everyone likes; whatever she says she gets glaze. Idk it’s because how perfect her body is or how she’s so popular. It’s just I want to shut Up and never speak again I somehow ‘always say the wrong thing’ and this guy in my French told me I was annoying when I laugh.so I don’t talk to him anymore and when I try to speak I always jumble my words so I just look dumb. I was about cry at the tutoring but the other guy who didn’t tell me anything negative noticed and he gave me a pencil and a smile.

.. I’m kinda happy but I was about to cry cuz I was so shocked someone actually cared. I only have 2 close friends at school. But one of them is slowly just leaving me and taking my (not) close friends away from me. So my real true friend is
@˚.🎀༘⋆ pink.roxxe_:3 ˚.🎀༘⋆ she’s the only irl real friend I have. And I just hate that I’m not like those ‘pretty’ girls..