❥--[Mental Health Support Space]

[ʜᴏᴘᴇʟᴇssʀᴏᴍᴀɴᴛɪᴄ]

i need to stop smoking

 

[dina.minaa!]

I wonder why I am so negative and I don’t know.. weird?? It seems like idk I’m being ignored. Maybe I’m just too attention seeking. I don’t really think I belong here on the internet anymore. But like I know that I can’t always have attention. I wish I wasn’t so attention seeking and could be a normal person without having to judge people or be rude to others. Maybe I am online too much and should take a break away from on here. It’s not like everyone will miss me right? I bet they would feel relieved. I think I’m just too freaky, too narcissistic, too stupid, too young, just everything a person doesn’t want in their life. Ugh why am I so attention seeking? I know people irl avoid me because of how I act and how much I just talk about yk Kpop and Beomgyu so much. Ugh OMFG my least favorite aunt just criticizes me so much and makes me feel so bad about myself. I hope I don’t get back into suicidal thoughts.

awe girly... if you feel that you need a break go ahead ml. no one should be able to criticise you even if its family. my aunts do the same. its not fun and i just feel worse abt myself. you deserve way better. ilysm ❤

 

[ᵂᵉⁿᵈʸ ᵀ ᵃⁿᵈ ᴮᵉᵒᵐᵍʸᵘ'ˢ ᴮᵇᵍ ᴬˢᴴ]

awe girly... if you feel that you need a break go ahead ml. no one should be able to criticise you even if its family. my aunts do the same. its not fun and i just feel worse abt myself. you deserve way better. ilysm ❤

Aish tyty

 

[‧˚꒰୭ ˚. onmyseul ‧˚꒰୭ ˚.]

im not getting better.

 

[✧・Gia_shea・✧]

I think this app is a scam

 

[ৎ୭𝓐𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓵𝓲𝓬ৎ୭]

I have no idea what to do anymore it's like I try to act okay but I am really not. It is like I have to act perfect just to feel loved my grades have dropped and my grandma yelled at me for that I have not told her I have been stressed about my mom it is hard. I always feel like I should shut people out and deal with my problems myself I always have to ask myself "does anybody even care about me?" My panic attacks are getting worse and I am overthinking more I always feel like I should not even be here but then again I have so much to live for. I hate feeling this way I just wish I could be normal.

 

[～{ flynn }～]

I have no idea what to do anymore it's like I try to act okay but I am really not. It is like I have to act perfect just to feel loved my grades have dropped and my grandma yelled at me for that I have not told her I have been stressed about my mom it is hard. I always feel like I should shut people out and deal with my problems myself I always have to ask myself "does anybody even care about me?" My panic attacks are getting worse and I am overthinking more I always feel like I should not even be here but then again I have so much to live for. I hate feeling this way I just wish I could be normal.

Let me know if you ever want to take about it. I'm always open.

 

[～{ flynn }～]

I feel incredibly numb at the moment, as if my emotions have been dulled or put on ice. It’s strange; I haven’t had a crush in quite some time now, yet the desire for one is growing stronger within me. It makes me wonder if my mental health is deteriorating again, similar to how I felt during the previous school year when everything felt overwhelming and heavy.

 

[ৎ୭𝓐𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓵𝓲𝓬ৎ୭]

I feel incredibly numb at the moment, as if my emotions have been dulled or put on ice. It’s strange; I haven’t had a crush in quite some time now, yet the desire for one is growing stronger within me. It makes me wonder if my mental health is deteriorating again, similar to how I felt during the previous school year when everything felt overwhelming and heavy.

I am here if you ever need to talk

 

[～{ flynn }～]

I am here if you ever need to talk

Thank you

 

[ৎ୭𝓐𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓵𝓲𝓬ৎ୭]

I feel like I always get yelled at by ppl for my emotions sometimes it gives me trauma. My mom used to always yell at me but then again I could express my music taste to her and she would not get annoyed she would listen and always joke around. now that I live with my grandparents I feel like I am in a better situation but they don't care when I try to express my music. When I get mad I hide it since I am scared of getting yelled at. I feel alone like there is nobody by my side besides my bf. but he says I can tell him anything and that's when I start overthinking "what if he gets sick of me venting?" "what if he gets mad?" "what if I am a burden and I am venting TOO much" I feel like I ruin things in my life due to my mental health but I now try to push it aside when It really just eats me. I am losing appetite and I try to force myself to eat but how can I ppl always say I am too skinny and that I need to put weight on and I try but my body just does not put on the weight. I always try to put makeup on bc that's the only way I feel pretty but if I wear makeup I get called my mom. I feel like my family just feels bad and tries to show fake love. I feel like I am an outcast because I am my mothers child. I wish I wasn't and I cry almost every night always feeling like I have nobody that loves me.

 

[!~𝓚𝓮𝓷𝓳𝓲~!]

she's so much prettier than i am

so much more potential than i have to date him

my heart is extremely heavy

i need a therapist

 

[!~𝓚𝓮𝓷𝓳𝓲~!]

it sucks to be in love

pls focus on books and schoolwork, kids

 

[✧・Gia_shea・✧]

they are so pretty and confident
I am the opposite
How am I supposed to make frineds

(my opinion)

 

[Sapireforhellknow]

Bro one of my fucking friends is being so dry and we were talking in the morning and once the bell rang we both got up but then she started acting weird and it was like I did something to her to make her mad/pissed so I confronted her at lunch and I was like did I do something wrong? Like if I did you can just tell me and she just shrugged and said we were good so then I was like ok cuz I didn’t want to make a big scene so I was like ok and then I started trying to talk to her and she just still kept being dry and not giving a shit so now i’am pissed cuz she was one of my best friends like I’ve known her since 4th grade and so this just piss’s me off so bad like bi!ch stop playing blues clues and tell me what the fuck I did wrong.

Elizabeth?

 

[Sapireforhellknow]

TW: ed, foul language, mental struggles.

i feel very empty and disconnected to reality nowadays. Idrk why but whenever I atleast attempt to talk to sm1 they always talk over me and don’t even hear me sometimes. I’m trying to socalize since my dad kept saying I need therapy in a teasing way. My mom is a huge narcissist and only cares about my grades rather than my own identity. My mom talked behind This persons back saying that he couldn’t do a project due to mental struggles and she laughed, like how the fuck is that funny? And then I used to get abused when I was young. But the amount of times I get hit reduced At my age now. I try to talk to people but they don’t ever dare respond. so I usually talk a lot once I have the chance to speak to someone. Im also embarrassed how I’m chubbier and uglier than other girls and I hate that I believe no would ever even like me so I don’t eat lunch at school anymore. I try tp eat but this voice at the back of my head keeps dissing me off. I hate my family cause how they diss me for mostly everything. My parents fought a lot when I was young with my older brother grades being funky. which caused me to trying to and act better to them but always failed. I also hate how I’m an attention seeker. Today ( LIKE TODAY) I tried to make friends with this guy for a few weeks cause he seemed cool. But I got to ahead of myself and showed my true personality that he told his friend that I was annoying. And his friend told me that in my French class. i always fucking jumble over my words i feel like I’m stuttering about shit no one would care about, I don’t think before saying. I want to change my personality cause it’s disgusting but I always fail. I really try.

 

[˚₊·—̳͟͞͞♡𝑩𝒂𝒏𝒂𝒏𝒂𝑱𝒆𝒍𝒍𝒚𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒏 𑁍ࠬܓ]

TW: ed, foul language, mental struggles.

i feel very empty and disconnected to reality nowadays. Idrk why but whenever I atleast attempt to talk to sm1 they always talk over me and don’t even hear me sometimes. I’m trying to socalize since my dad kept saying I need therapy in a teasing way. My mom is a huge narcissist and only cares about my grades rather than my own identity. My mom talked behind This persons back saying that he couldn’t do a project due to mental struggles and she laughed, like how the fuck is that funny? And then I used to get abused when I was young. But the amount of times I get hit reduced At my age now. I try to talk to people but they don’t ever dare respond. so I usually talk a lot once I have the chance to speak to someone. Im also embarrassed how I’m chubbier and uglier than other girls and I hate that I believe no would ever even like me so I don’t eat lunch at school anymore. I try tp eat but this voice at the back of my head keeps dissing me off. I hate my family cause how they diss me for mostly everything. My parents fought a lot when I was young with my older brother grades being funky. which caused me to trying to and act better to them but always failed. I also hate how I’m an attention seeker. Today ( LIKE TODAY) I tried to make friends with this guy for a few weeks cause he seemed cool. But I got to ahead of myself and showed my true personality that he told his friend that I was annoying. And his friend told me that in my French class. i always fucking jumble over my words i feel like I’m stuttering about shit no one would care about, I don’t think before saying. I want to change my personality cause it’s disgusting but I always fail. I really try.

Awwwwww i’am so sorry meet me in the morning tomorrow and I’ll give u a big hug

 

[˚₊·—̳͟͞͞♡𝑩𝒂𝒏𝒂𝒏𝒂𝑱𝒆𝒍𝒍𝒚𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒏 𑁍ࠬܓ]

Elizabeth?

Yes hate that b!tch

 

[Sapireforhellknow]

TW: ed, foul language, mental struggles.

i feel very empty and disconnected to reality nowadays. Idrk why but whenever I atleast attempt to talk to sm1 they always talk over me and don’t even hear me sometimes. I’m trying to socalize since my dad kept saying I need therapy in a teasing way. My mom is a huge narcissist and only cares about my grades rather than my own identity. My mom talked behind This persons back saying that he couldn’t do a project due to mental struggles and she laughed, like how the fuck is that funny? And then I used to get abused when I was young. But the amount of times I get hit reduced At my age now. I try to talk to people but they don’t ever dare respond. so I usually talk a lot once I have the chance to speak to someone. Im also embarrassed how I’m chubbier and uglier than other girls and I hate that I believe no would ever even like me so I don’t eat lunch at school anymore. I try tp eat but this voice at the back of my head keeps dissing me off. I hate my family cause how they diss me for mostly everything. My parents fought a lot when I was young with my older brother grades being funky. which caused me to trying to and act better to them but always failed. I also hate how I’m an attention seeker. Today ( LIKE TODAY) I tried to make friends with this guy for a few weeks cause he seemed cool. But I got to ahead of myself and showed my true personality that he told his friend I was annoying. And his friend told me that in my French class. i always fucking jumble over my words i feel like I’m stuttering about shit no one would care about, I don’t think before saying. I want to change my personality cause it’s disgusting but I always fail. I really try.

Yes hate that b!tch

What happened more detailed (pm me or no?)

 

[ᵂᵉⁿᵈʸ ᵀ ᵃⁿᵈ ᴮᵉᵒᵐᵍʸᵘ'ˢ ᴮᵇᵍ ᴬˢᴴ]

TW: ed, foul language, mental struggles.

i feel very empty and disconnected to reality nowadays. Idrk why but whenever I atleast attempt to talk to sm1 they always talk over me and don’t even hear me sometimes. I’m trying to socalize since my dad kept saying I need therapy in a teasing way. My mom is a huge narcissist and only cares about my grades rather than my own identity. My mom talked behind This persons back saying that he couldn’t do a project due to mental struggles and she laughed, like how the fuck is that funny? And then I used to get abused when I was young. But the amount of times I get hit reduced At my age now. I try to talk to people but they don’t ever dare respond. so I usually talk a lot once I have the chance to speak to someone. Im also embarrassed how I’m chubbier and uglier than other girls and I hate that I believe no would ever even like me so I don’t eat lunch at school anymore. I try tp eat but this voice at the back of my head keeps dissing me off. I hate my family cause how they diss me for mostly everything. My parents fought a lot when I was young with my older brother grades being funky. which caused me to trying to and act better to them but always failed. I also hate how I’m an attention seeker. Today ( LIKE TODAY) I tried to make friends with this guy for a few weeks cause he seemed cool. But I got to ahead of myself and showed my true personality that he told his friend that I was annoying. And his friend told me that in my French class. i always fucking jumble over my words i feel like I’m stuttering about shit no one would care about, I don’t think before saying. I want to change my personality cause it’s disgusting but I always fail. I really try.

Sapieeeeeee if you need to vent I'll be there for u please feel better and take care of yourself. Ilysm meow mwah