I wonder why I am so negative and I don’t know.. weird?? It seems like idk I’m being ignored. Maybe I’m just too attention seeking. I don’t really think I belong here on the internet anymore. But like I know that I can’t always have attention. I wish I wasn’t so attention seeking and could be a normal person without having to judge people or be rude to others. Maybe I am online too much and should take a break away from on here. It’s not like everyone will miss me right? I bet they would feel relieved. I think I’m just too freaky, too narcissistic, too stupid, too young, just everything a person doesn’t want in their life. Ugh why am I so attention seeking? I know people irl avoid me because of how I act and how much I just talk about yk Kpop and Beomgyu so much. Ugh OMFG my least favorite aunt just criticizes me so much and makes me feel so bad about myself. I hope I don’t get back into suicidal thoughts.
