I hurt someone really badly today. I didn't mean to. I just wanted to help them. But now I've made things even worse.
The best thing you might be able to do for that person is just apologize. Obviously it wasn't intentional, and I hope they can understand that. It's okay to mess up and make mistakes sometimes. As long as you take accountability.
You shouldn't be having these feelings at such a young age. I'm so sorry and I wish there was something I could do to help you. Ik you're an amazing person and you never mean no harm. I didn't want to bring this up, but have you possibly tried talking to your parents or tried getting professional help? As far as your eating.. and you feeling certain ways?
Even though I have friends I feel so alone...
This I can relate to. I fell off my 10th grade year. I used to want to be friends with everyone. But, as time passed by, I started realizing and asking myself "Are these really my friends?" I was always the second option, or the backup to hang out with. I never had someone to bond with. I would sit alone at breakfast, and even if people knew me, they wouldn't sit with me. I still have that problem today. As of now, I only have 3 people I can consider my friends. I only talk to 3 people. Even now, I feel like I don't really have anyone I can talk to when I'm feeling down or when I'm having thoughts, not even my mom. My best friend asked me, while driving me home almost 2 weeks ago, "You would tell me if you were having thoughts, right?" I thought about it for a day and came to the conclusion that I would not. It's not something I can just bring up or talk about. I don't want people feeling bad for me. I don't want sympathy.
Life isn't easy. It was never meant to be. But, are you willing to fight and to beat the obstacles? Focus on the negative, and you shall get negativity back. I always try to be positive, no matter what I'm going through. There are people in worse situations than me: homeless, orphans, etc. But, they're fighting. Why can't I?
It won't always be hard. It'll get better. And if you need someone to talk to, there are people on here who will listen. Just be careful with who you speak to.
Obviously I'm really bad at trying to comfort people.
I'm sorry.
