I’m so sick and tired of my family right now. It feels like no one ever actually listens to me, and it’s just really exhausting. Every time I try to talk or explain how I’m feeling, I either get interrupted, talked over, or they act like what I’m saying doesn’t matter. And the way they’re always so loud just makes everything worse. It’s like constant noise all the time, people yelling from room to room, talking over each other, laughing super loud, and it’s way too much for me. And by the time if I actually do get to talk I feel embarrassed bc the things I say aren't as important or interesting to hear for them. I get super overwhelmed and just want to go hide in my room to get some alone and quiet time to myself, but when I do, then they turn it around on me and say I'm the one not listening, engaging with them, or being difficult. They don’t get how draining it is when no one slows down or makes time for me to actually talk or even just exist without feeling overwhelmed. I’m not trying to be too sensitive or wtv, I just want to feel like I matter in my own house instead of feeling like this.
my face still hurts
