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i said i wouldn't smoke, yet here i am
i said i wouldn't drink, yet here i am
i said i wouldn't sh, yet here i am

i am a living example of a fucked up mistake
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ur not a fucked up mistake, if that's how u cope then that's how u cope, it's not ur fault
 
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another reason i hate boys is bc-


when I was in middle school my mom had this bf who became my step dad I loved him bc he was my only "real" father figure.. until- he started to touch me inappropriately and sa me (my mom js let him..) .. fortunately he wasn't ever brave enough to go any further but his son was.. his 2 child.. ill call him alex for privacy reasons.. so alex was born the same year and same month as me.. were 3 days apart (he's older) my household called us the twins and we eventually grew really close.. somewhere along the way he got brave and asked me if I like him.. i said 'no but I did before our parents got together..' (I knew of him before our parents got together) after tha he didn't say anything on tha topic for a while but he would start asking my here and there if I knew what sex was (I did) , if I've ever had sex, or if I knew how to kiss.. (which I did not, and still do not) he would ask me if I wanted to watch p.rn with him.. i declined and he would keep pushing often saying stuff like "we can try" or "come to my room tonight we'll be quiet" I never went and one night during summer of 7th grade our parents had a party at the house and the other kids and my cousin who was there had to sleep in the girls room with us.. he slept on my bed.. with me and my cousin (f) surprisingly we all fit and I didn't really think much of it.. (my cousin also had a crush on him before his and I parents got together) and yk as dumb little kids we played games and he suggested t or d.... is was innocent for the most part but the more we got into the game he would dare us to kiss each other (we didn't) or to shd (didn't) or have sex (didn't) ... after rejecting all his dares we finally went to sleep.. i remember waking up and feeling him rubbing/grinding himself up against me .. i got up and told my cousin to come w me to the bathroom.. i didn't tell her but tha night we slept on the floor and he slept in my bed.. on other days he would try to corner me or make me go to the bathroom with him.. he tried removing my clothes and all type of stuff.. thankfully our parents broke up after a while and I haven't talked to him since.. (we still go to the same school and he often stares at me and brushes against me but he hasn't talked or fully touched me yet)
 
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r7il77w said:
another reason i hate boys is bc-


when I was in middle school my mom had this bf who became my step dad I loved him bc he was my only "real" father figure.. until- he started to touch me inappropriately and sa me (my mom js let him..) .. fortunately he wasn't ever brave enough to go any further but his son was.. his 2 child.. ill call him alex for privacy reasons.. so alex was born the same year and same month as me.. were 3 days apart (he's older) my household called us the twins and we eventually grew really close.. somewhere along the way he got brave and asked me if I like him.. i said 'no but I did before our parents got together..' (I knew of him before our parents got together) after tha he didn't say anything on tha topic for a while but he would start asking my here and there if I knew what sex was (I did) , if I've ever had sex, or if I knew how to kiss.. (which I did not, and still do not) he would ask me if I wanted to watch p.rn with him.. i declined and he would keep pushing often saying stuff like "we can try" or "come to my room tonight we'll be quiet" I never went and one night during summer of 7th grade our parents had a party at the house and the other kids and my cousin who was there had to sleep in the girls room with us.. he slept on my bed.. with me and my cousin (f) surprisingly we all fit and I didn't really think much of it.. (my cousin also had a crush on him before his and I parents got together) and yk as dumb little kids we played games and he suggested t or d.... is was innocent for the most part but the more we got into the game he would dare us to kiss each other (we didn't) or to shd (didn't) or have sex (didn't) ... after rejecting all his dares we finally went to sleep.. i remember waking up and feeling him rubbing/grinding himself up against me .. i got up and told my cousin to come w me to the bathroom.. i didn't tell her but tha night we slept on the floor and he slept in my bed.. on other days he would try to corner me or make me go to the bathroom with him.. he tried removing my clothes and all type of stuff.. thankfully our parents broke up after a while and I haven't talked to him since.. (we still go to the same school and he often stares at me and brushes against me but he hasn't talked or fully touched me yet)
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I can't believe you went through all that, that's really sad
 
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r7il77w said:
another reason i hate boys is bc-


when I was in middle school my mom had this bf who became my step dad I loved him bc he was my only "real" father figure.. until- he started to touch me inappropriately and sa me (my mom js let him..) .. fortunately he wasn't ever brave enough to go any further but his son was.. his 2 child.. ill call him alex for privacy reasons.. so alex was born the same year and same month as me.. were 3 days apart (he's older) my household called us the twins and we eventually grew really close.. somewhere along the way he got brave and asked me if I like him.. i said 'no but I did before our parents got together..' (I knew of him before our parents got together) after tha he didn't say anything on tha topic for a while but he would start asking my here and there if I knew what sex was (I did) , if I've ever had sex, or if I knew how to kiss.. (which I did not, and still do not) he would ask me if I wanted to watch p.rn with him.. i declined and he would keep pushing often saying stuff like "we can try" or "come to my room tonight we'll be quiet" I never went and one night during summer of 7th grade our parents had a party at the house and the other kids and my cousin who was there had to sleep in the girls room with us.. he slept on my bed.. with me and my cousin (f) surprisingly we all fit and I didn't really think much of it.. (my cousin also had a crush on him before his and I parents got together) and yk as dumb little kids we played games and he suggested t or d.... is was innocent for the most part but the more we got into the game he would dare us to kiss each other (we didn't) or to shd (didn't) or have sex (didn't) ... after rejecting all his dares we finally went to sleep.. i remember waking up and feeling him rubbing/grinding himself up against me .. i got up and told my cousin to come w me to the bathroom.. i didn't tell her but tha night we slept on the floor and he slept in my bed.. on other days he would try to corner me or make me go to the bathroom with him.. he tried removing my clothes and all type of stuff.. thankfully our parents broke up after a while and I haven't talked to him since.. (we still go to the same school and he often stares at me and brushes against me but he hasn't talked or fully touched me yet)
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I feel so bad for you
 
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another fucking night where i'm crying myself to sleep. it hurts to see my siblings hurt. i'm always guilty that i'm not protecting them enough. they keep saying i don't at all but then again they don't understand the burden i shoulder for their sake. it hurts. it's not my fault u got hurt yesterday but there u are blaming me for it. even as i write this i wanna scream and cry. it's not like my feelings ever mattered when it came to my family tho so what can i fucking say. all they ever fucking needed me for was to wipe their tears and shoulder their burden. i'm fucking 13. i have feelings i'm not a fucking robot. i feel worser and worser and then again here i am hiding it cuz my feelings don't fucking matter. here i am cuz my mere existence doesn't matter. no one's gonna notice shit if something happens to me. here i am trying to help everyone and brightens someone's day but then i can't do it for myself. i'm hurt, i'm in pain. i wanna cry. i have feelings too but when is anyone going to notice. acting like i'm fine is so hard. each moment it feels like i'm breathing in glass. it hurts to breath and live in general. i don't know how much longer i wanna keep going with this. psychology appointments ain't helping and i'm losing control again. the more i pull someone out of their darkness the more i'm going in myself. i fucking hate it so damn much. i don't feel loved or cared for. i don't know what to feel. i'm breaking and crying in the inside. i hate it. i want to go back to the times i felt normal, happy or even where i can show my emotions. i get it, i'm not pretty, i'm js that pushover no one wants but why hurt me for that. i'm js me. i'm fucking child trying to live her life. but then again i'm me. that's the damn issue. being me is shit. i hate my fucking life
 
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i need to cry...
i can't do this shit anymore...
i've had enough of this fucker
 
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