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some days its hard to just keep moving. Some days I just wanna take one break but life won't let me. It tells me to keep going forward and if you take a break I won't wait on you so get your ass up and keep going.
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i feel so horrible like.. i really like my bf rn but i js have an overwhelming feeling that were not supposed to be together.. like were just supposed to be good friends.. i love him but I don't LOVE him yk ? like he's sooo sweet caring and protective of me, and I do have some feelings.. believe me they're there.. but I just feel like I'm not good enough to be with him.. I'm definitely better than the last tho fuck that hoe.. but I'm just not good enough to be his future... like tmi but I can lowk see a little girl w us in the future but I just don't know if he even likes me like how I like him.. i feel like were just mental support stables for whenever we need the other.. or like I'm just his rebound bc of his shitty ex..
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i dont fucking kno bro.. i just kno he deserves way better than what I'm giving him..
that's how I felt throughout my relationship, but it's mostly bc of how much I don't trust man and even tho I told him I would still get scared when he did certain things. now I learned that I found more of my comfort dating females over men, even tho I don't hate it but my ex was going through a lot and even tho I wanted him to get better he ended up becoming my biggest worry. most of the time I thought about him bc I was scared something would happen to him and I wouldn't see him again, even tho he's made me really happy and but it was also a lot for me after I found out what he would do to himself if he didn't start dating me. I basically became the reason why he still wanted to live bc of how happy he was around me
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mhm yeah im definitely more comfortable with females
I've had a couple other wlw relationships .. but he's my first boyfriend
and he does make me happy, but I just don't know if I do the same for him... idk..
my ex was also my first bf before I've dated someone who was non binary, trans, and 2 females
I mean I probably don't even wanna admit it but atp I've figured out that I might actually be poly since I wanna date a trans women
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honestly reall
im interested.. opened
back in 7th grade my friend said I was poly and I was confused even tho I somewhat understood what it meant but I still said I was bi
, but my whole life I've never been fully attracted to men like I have females besides a guy I had a crush on in elementary
bro does not know how to shut the hell up!! for some reason he came up to me and went like "i have a crush on you" and when i said "sorry i don't like you back but we can stay besties",bro really got pissed cause i did not like him back,and i thought he was a good friend but i guess not,and all this fuped things are getting on my nerves,like...remember when you told me you never had a crush on the person you where dating?? there!! that is one reason why i don't have feelings for you,i know so much weird things about you and that is why i could never have feelings for you!!
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literally js tryna chill tryna get my sisters fed because they're hungry and my mom and her friend are talking about sending me away.. talking about how low they think of me.. had an anxiety attack in the bathroom.. scratched my thigh until it was sensitive and red..
literally on the verge of relapsing and they're talking about how I should live MY LIFE.. pmtfo actually boutta crash out..
literally on the verge of relapsing and they're talking about how I should live MY LIFE.. pmtfo actually boutta crash out..
i feel like a nobody
I felt like I had a mental break down for no reason but I can't fucking help what happens to me
sometimes I do think that I might have an anger problem bc I get mad over the smallest shit
and my dad isn't making it any better most of the time bc it also reacts to every single thing that happens
like we both basically complain about everything
and one of my dad's biggest issues is when we drink something that isn't water unless idk what he complains about us not getting enough water even tho all we fucking drink is water
sometimes I do think that I might have an anger problem bc I get mad over the smallest shit
and my dad isn't making it any better most of the time bc it also reacts to every single thing that happens
like we both basically complain about everything
and one of my dad's biggest issues is when we drink something that isn't water unless idk what he complains about us not getting enough water even tho all we fucking drink is water
it's okay
no it's not, I have a huge problem and my dad has a bigger problem bc he sucks at his fucking job of even being a father. like my dad never went to any of my band or choir concerts besides like 2 or 3 in total and I've had a lot for doing band from 7-9 but my dad has been to all of my sisters choir concerts since she started which has been 5th and she's in 6th grade now, he doesn't do what needs to be done and he says he doesn't have a favorite but why tf has he been to all my sisters concerts and not mine I mean in 7th grade he was also busy but at the same time for 8th and 9th grade he wasn't and I was always looking forward to him being there. my mom loved going to anything we have going on and I know she would love attending every single concert me and my sister had and even would be there for our half sister if she could like she always didit's okay
bro sounds like the worst dad on earth
I don't understand anymore, it's been 3 yrs since my mom died and we've barley been to the doctor and hasn't been to the dentist since 2020 which I need braces now and my dad hasn't done anything
my fucking heart is racing over something I said
now I feel bad that I wait to fucking long to say what I truly feel
I'm so fucking scared of what people think of me
I always feel like people talk about me behind my back
sometimes I think people are just nice to me to not hurt my feels
most of the time I can't even make up my fucking mind
I really do think I'm starting to remind myself of what I used to think back in 8th grade
now I feel bad that I wait to fucking long to say what I truly feel
I'm so fucking scared of what people think of me
I always feel like people talk about me behind my back
sometimes I think people are just nice to me to not hurt my feels
most of the time I can't even make up my fucking mind
I really do think I'm starting to remind myself of what I used to think back in 8th grade