❥--[Mental Health Support Space]

[izyun]

i just don't want you to... did smth really bad happen?

i feel like i hurt someone like i always do

 

[heartsies]

i feel like i hurt someone like i always do

same...
but don't feel that way please, ik ur such a great person and u shouldn't bring urself down

 

[izyun]

same...
but don't feel that way please, ik ur such a great person and u shouldn't bring urself down

it didnt work

 

[izyun]

i love crying ! its so fun !

 

[🌸⋅ ☆𝙆𝙄𝙏𝙏𝙄 ୧ ‧₊˚ 🌸 ⋅ ☆]

i feel a bit shitty again.
I finally do.
I'm not happy, I'm not numb as i was before, I'm just.
Fine.
I don't remember anything anymore, Why don't i remember 6th grade so vividly?
like I remember some things, But only the bad parts.
the harrassment, The breakup, the bullying, the getting attacked, The horror of going to band class, and the "no privacy" feeling.
i can't really put my finger on other things though.
Like, I do remember my old science teacher and ofc i do ? but what I don't remember is what got me friends and good things.
other than the reuniting w an old friend and making a new one.
What's going on now..?

 

[iiserene]

i havent cried this hard in a while
i hate this

 

[heartsies]

i'm trying so hard to stay positive..
then i think of her.
why. does. it. always. happen. to. me.

 

[iiserene]

i havent cried this hard in a while
i hate this

my mom wont listen
my dads never home
and my "friends" never take anything seriously or support me
i feel so bottled up

 

[heartsies]

my mom wont listen
my dads never home
and my "friends" never take anything seriously or support me
i feel so bottled up

oml same i feel like my other bff doesn't really understand tbh..
and then she proceeds to talk to her like nothing and it's annoying me..
ik i did smth wrong but this is really hurting bad.
i hope we can get through this together
it just sucks when u can't tell someone how u feel because they wouldn't care or they would be mad at u for hurting them..

 

[iiserene]

oml same i feel like my other bff doesn't really understand tbh..
and then she proceeds to talk to her like nothing and it's annoying me..
ik i did smth wrong but this is really hurting bad.
i hope we can get through this together
it just sucks when u can't tell someone how u feel because they wouldn't care or they would be mad at u for hurting them..

real
its not even that
they just arent that accepting to me

 

[heartsies]

real
its not even that
they just arent that accepting to me

yeah.. (sorry i didn't really understand lmaooo..)

 

[heartsies]

all of them are literally playing roblox without me.. i...

 

[iiserene]

all of them are literally playing roblox without me.. i...

ri im sorry that sucks
if u ever need someone to play roblox with.. my display name is the same thing as my user <33

 

[heartsies]

ri im sorry that sucks
if u ever need someone to play roblox with.. my display name is the same thing as my user <33

oh wait fr? ill add u

 

[ꨄ︎stxrlxreꨄ︎]

I miss her sm even tho we didn't talk as much, but a part of me knows that she was the reason i stayed..the reason i smiled sm...She doesn't know it..plus she's taken...how funny is that..

 

[heartsies]

i'm so tired....
i wanna go home so bad...
i can't.. my anxiety is through the roof..

 

[ꨄ︎stxrlxreꨄ︎]

I miss her sm even tho we didn't talk as much, but a part of me knows that she was the reason i stayed..the reason i smiled sm...She doesn't know it..plus she's taken...how funny is that..

It's like she knows but doesn't know (if that makes sense) but maybe it's just my mind playing tricks on me...
shit...fuck..i miss her sm..even tho we texted last night

 

[🌸⋅ ☆𝙆𝙄𝙏𝙏𝙄 ୧ ‧₊˚ 🌸 ⋅ ☆]

i sorta feel shitty. But i also don't. Does that make sense?
Like, i feel like pushing everyone away. Distancing myself to say the least, But then. There's her.
She's the nicest friend i've ever had.
Not like all my friends are mean, But to be honest. I guess, The friends in the past?

 

[heartsies]

i hate sitting in the back of the classroom suffering..
i just want my phone..
i just want to talk to someone, but what if i do lose all my friends? what am i gonna do?
i alr lost 3 of them so what's the point..

 

[ꨄ︎stxrlxreꨄ︎]

It's funny how you act like nothing happened but i got the ss. So try to do something, i dare you. You act like you're tough but ik you aint...