❥--[Mental Health Support Space]

[izyun]

Love it when youre mom hits your stomach and says you need a diet, love that

 

[BButterflies]

I just laugh when they make fun of me. What am I supposed to do? Say something? No. Why? Because it's been like this all year why would I only say something now?? You all were making fun of me, but when it's YOU, you get all annoyed. "It was funny when you were doing it to her, but not to me" Bro it was still funny asl. Stop. Is it because im not out there? Is it because I don't act like every single girl in that school? Is it because I have different interest? Anyway just because I'm quite doesnt mean I'm weird. I hate it. But actually when I DO want to say something and Inhave a story it's not interesting. Dw though I won't be talking to you guys

 

[Call_MeRover]

I just laugh when they make fun of me. What am I supposed to do? Say something? No. Why? Because it's been like this all year why would I only say something now?? You all were making fun of me, but when it's YOU, you get all annoyed. "It was funny when you were doing it to her, but not to me" Bro it was still funny asl. Stop. Is it because im not out there? Is it because I don't act like every single girl in that school? Is it because I have different interest? Anyway just because I'm quite doesnt mean I'm weird. I hate it. But actually when I DO want to say something and Inhave a story it's not interesting. Dw though I won't be talking to you guys

I agree with this and im standing by you bcuz i have the same experience.

 

[Call_MeRover]

Hopefully tomorrow is a new day

 

[ᵇᵒʳᵃʰᵃᵉ_ᴮᵀˢ 樂⟭⟬]

maybe i don't physically harm myself but mentally & emotionally i do

i don't give my body a rest

it's been AGES since i've gotten proper sleep

i feel too much

i try to please everyone

i sometimes need to take it easy but my brain rarely understands

 

[izyun]

Might have to enforce this new diet, maybe, maybe not

 

[ᵇᵒʳᵃʰᵃᵉ_ᴮᵀˢ 樂⟭⟬]

finals are coming up

i need to do good to not disappoint. i need to improve (in like 1 class) so i don't get summer school. i need to have good test scores because if not i disappoint my teachers. & it's oh so convenient that they think of me as one of the smartest in class so i have to do good in order to not disappoint. Because since they see me as such i feel like i can't disappoint & that's what i get nervous in : not disappointing.

and i just CAN'T get summer school. i already have a summer school/camp set (which is going to a university & having a college/uni level course on film; my basically 10th grader ass is going to be taught college/uni level) and i just can't afford to miss that because that was what i was aiming for so i need to get good grades & ig pass my finals to finish this school-year strong.


so ig i won't be getting much sleep (not that i get much anyways) and im gonna be more stressed

 

[Call_MeRover]

Make sure you get at least 8 hours of sleep and a

finals are coming up

i need to do good to not disappoint. i need to improve (in like 1 class) so i don't get summer school. i need to have good test scores because if not i disappoint my teachers. & it's oh so convenient that they think of me as one of the smartest in class so i have to do good in order to not disappoint. Because since they see me as such i feel like i can't disappoint & that's what i get nervous in : not disappointing.

and i just CAN'T get summer school. i already have a summer school/camp set (which is going to a university & having a college/uni level course on film; my basically 10th grader ass is going to be taught college/uni level) and i just can't afford to miss that because that was what i was aiming for so i need to get good grades & ig pass my finals to finish this school-year strong.


so ig i won't be getting much sleep (not that i get much anyways) and im gonna be more stressed

healthy breakfast.

 

[Call_MeRover]

6 more weeks until school ends.Then i'll be in tenth grade.I have been through so much yet i still have YEARS to go. I have a few people who support me and i love them so much. My boyfriend cant always help but i know he's always on my side. I have to lose friendship with alot of people on here because its for the best.

and im actually doing okay.

 

[Call_MeRover]

Also Mcas.I got this..maybe?

 

[ᵇᵒʳᵃʰᵃᵉ_ᴮᵀˢ 樂⟭⟬]

Make sure you get at least 8 hours of sleep and a

healthy breakfast.

at the most i get 4-5 hrs of sleep or sometimes an hour

there are days where i don't sleep for like maybe 2 days in a row & all that keeps me together are like 1/2 hr naps in my math class

and sometimes i leave house without my breakfast & only eat the cruddy school one or just eat a cup of cereal and that's it

 

[Call_MeRover]

at the most i get 4-5 hrs of sleep or sometimes an hour

there are days where i don't sleep for like maybe 2 days in a row & all that keeps me together are like 1/2 hr naps in my math class

and sometimes i leave house without my breakfast & only eat the cruddy school one or just eat a cup of cereal and that's it

try your best okay? You get me worried.

 

[ᵇᵒʳᵃʰᵃᵉ_ᴮᵀˢ 樂⟭⟬]

try your best okay? You get me worried.

i'll try


but it's like my body is used to the small hours of sleep

& it's like a routine @ this point. ig it might explain why i fall asleep often (scratch that; every single day) in math class

 

[Call_MeRover]

i'll try


but it's like my body is used to the small hours of sleep

& it's like a routine @ this point. ig it might explain why i fall asleep often (scratch that; every single day) in math class

Just take care of yourself and dont overwork yourself

 

[ᵇᵒʳᵃʰᵃᵉ_ᴮᵀˢ 樂⟭⟬]

Just take care of yourself and dont overwork yourself

i'll try

 

[Call_MeRover]

if anyone needs to vent or someone to talk to my PM's are always open!

 

[Call_MeRover]

I finally did it. I did what my mom said,"Cut the toxic people out of your life.". And i did. I have never felt to lightweight and the best part is
I.actually.feel.like.living.
I even have friends who care too! That's why is so cool!
LOVE ME LIKE THIS IS A BOPPPP IT MAKES ME GET UP AND DANCE(which is why everyone is staring at me><)

 

[XxChocoai]

TW: SH mention
Replaceable. That's another word to add to the list of names that people call me. Amazing. Just f***ing amazing. And the fact that they replaced me with my ex hurts even more. What's the point? They know that I tried to end my life but they still give me more reasons to do it. So far, i've gone 1 month without hurting myself but it's getting harder. Idk what to do.
I have a crush on these 2 guys right now too except my friends like them too. One likes one guy, the other likes the other guy. It just makes me think. Why aren't I pretty enough? What's wrong with me?
Why does everyone have to make my life so hard?
What's wrong with me..?

 

[Call_MeRover]

TW: SH mention
Replaceable. That's another word to add to the list of names that people call me. Amazing. Just f***ing amazing. And the fact that they replaced me with my ex hurts even more. What's the point? They know that I tried to end my life but they still give me more reasons to do it. So far, i've gone 1 month without hurting myself but it's getting harder. Idk what to do.
I have a crush on these 2 guys right now too except my friends like them too. One likes one guy, the other likes the other guy. It just makes me think. Why aren't I pretty enough? What's wrong with me?
Why does everyone have to make my life so hard?
What's wrong with me..?

Nothing is wrong with you. I have been in your situation. If you need someone to reassure you that youre perfect just the way you are or vent im here<3

 

[XxChocoai]

Nothing is wrong with you. I have been in your situation. If you need someone to reassure you that youre perfect just the way you are or vent im here<3

Tysm! I think I kind of do need to right now..