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Harleyquinfan

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i hate her i want to hate her sm but i hate myself bc i know that i'll never be able to hate her and i hate it sm. i hate how i treat her like she a new jem that i found or a person that i want to protect so badly. my friends sees it nd want nd tries to help me nd i want to take their advice but im scared. im scared bc i know she doesn't feel the same since she told me she doesnt yet she's over her being touchy; flirting; everything that a COUPLE would do. YET she's stuck on someone else?? what am i a fucking pebble in the road to run over?? I shouldnt be mad bc i dont have the right to but i HATE IT SO MUCH. I like her so much that its KILLING me nd making my mental health more shitty but she's a drug that im addicted to no matter how bad she is for me. I know she bad for me but i can't get enough
 

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got abused for being asian again...i literally hate myself...i dont understand tho, ig its bc im the only "odd one out" in my class and have no one to relate to...everybody in my class are yt ppl...i find myself these days js completely wanting to change myself to fit in but i never can and will
 

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got abused for being asian again...i literally hate myself...i dont understand tho, ig its bc im the only "odd one out" in my class and have no one to relate to...everybody in my class are yt ppl...i find myself these days js completely wanting to change myself to fit in but i never can and will
ahem. even tho you don't even know me. you are perfect the way you are. and nobody should treat you like that. I'm a lil asian so I kinda know how that feels. but I also know how it feels bc I'm black and enjoy kpop./is gay/ and etc. but that has noting to do with this. if you want some comfort or js a friend in general I'm here lol. ppl see me as a kind person so-
 

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Sometimes i blame this website for making me not well mentally, ive never felt so many emotions at once and never wanted to do so many not good things to myself bc of this website. Not that anyone here caused it, its just how my mental stability has changed throughout my whole time being here and i hate it. i want to kms and nobody will ever make me not want to do it, its so tempting esp everytime i see a bottle of pills or anything in general, i want to do it and i want to never come back here. Main reason i want to take a long hiatus from here and get my act together or else i will soon snap. I find it so hard to tell anyone about this but my inner self is telling me that my reasons are pointless and that nobody will care
 

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why am I so sensitive? I look at pretty and skinny girls and wish It were me. I'm so tired of holding back. I almost had a p/a during lunch cause I couldn't stop looking at skinny girls. What's wrong with me-- it's cool tho. I'll be fine. just don't cry tomorrow.
nononono...someone *cough* you : ) *cough* once told me, and i quote, "you are perfect the way you are." its true ^^ honestly, i can relate !! and if you ever need a shoulder to cry on, i'm always an option <3
 
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