Little rant

[ChaeBraden]

I started making K-pop videos for YouTube a couple weeks ago and I love doing it. I don't even care if I get attention or not. I have a lot of fun making videos and posting content I wish other people posted. I even enjoy watching my own videos. But the other day I posted a video titled "Stray Kids TikTok's because Jeongin lifted his shirt" and it got the most attention I've ever got. Is it a lot? No. But it did really well for how small my channel is. Its currently at 41 views. Here's where the 'but' takes affect... That video set an expectation for me, now I feel if my next video doesn't do as well, I'll panic. I constantly put this sort of pressure on myself over small things like this. I literally say that it doesn't matter to me if my videos get views or not then stress myself out about it getting views. So last night I stayed up until almost 4am trying to make a video worthy enough. While I'm proud of it, I'm so worried it won't do as well. It's a TXT TikTok video which I felt would be different and in the range of videos I want to show, but I feel the way I did it won't be interesting and just bore people. Now I'm once again stressing about putting a new video out that will be good enough so I'm legit about to make another Stray Kids TikTok compilation video because I'm so worried about this and I really wish I wasn't. I want to make unique content like "Minhyuk being my comfort idol", "When K-pop Choreography references other Choreography", "Are we sure Ni-Ki is the youngest?", "My favorite K-pop Choreography", "Innie testing me". But I feel only I care about those things..

 

[Yiren]

I started making K-pop videos for YouTube a couple weeks ago and I love doing it. I don't even care if I get attention or not. I have a lot of fun making videos and posting content I wish other people posted. I even enjoy watching my own videos. But the other day I posted a video titled "Stray Kids TikTok's because Jeongin lifted his shirt" and it got the most attention I've ever got. Is it a lot? No. But it did really well for how small my channel is. Its currently at 41 views. Here's where the 'but' takes affect... That video set an expectation for me, now I feel if my next video doesn't do as well, I'll panic. I constantly put this sort of pressure on myself over small things like this. I literally say that it doesn't matter to me if my videos get views or not then stress myself out about it getting views. So last night I stayed up until almost 4am trying to make a video worthy enough. While I'm proud of it, I'm so worried it won't do as well. It's a TXT TikTok video which I felt would be different and in the range of videos I want to show, but I feel the way I did it won't be interesting and just bore people. Now I'm once again stressing about putting a new video out that will be good enough so I'm legit about to make another Stray Kids TikTok compilation video because I'm so worried about this and I really wish I wasn't. I want to make unique content like "Minhyuk being my comfort idol", "When K-pop Choreography references other Choreography", "Are we sure Ni-Ki is the youngest?", "My favorite K-pop Choreography", "Innie testing me". But I feel only I care about those things..

I know exactly what you're going through
I have a gaming channel called SAKIMIYU'S PAGE and I at first was just uploading for fun, I didn't really care about subs I just said it anyway the classic " be sure to subscribe" no one actually did it but anyway.One of my YouTube Shorts blew up and now I'm hell-bent on making my videos good when I don't have to no one really watches my videos I don't get many views so why why am I stressing myself over this

Don't worry I over came it, you can too. Upload whatever videos you want even if no one watches and if they do cool! Don't pressure yourself about

 

[ChaeBraden]

Thank you. I'm really trying not to but it's always been a tendency of mine. I always over think even the simplest of things. But I'm trying to just continue to have fun and do stuff I enjoy. I really appreciate you, recurrence always helps