Weight loss Surgery.....big life style change and lots of changes....and still dealing with it...2 years later...this pandemic isn't helping at all...as I've started to regain some weight back because i can't do much....sigh...I don't know if this is scary or just a hard change...I guess for me personally it's just scary to go through it.
when my brother was younger he had a lot of health problems and was in the hospital a lot, like he would literally just randomly stop breathing in the middle of the night sometimes and would have to be rushed to the hospital, so i was up a lot at like 2am home alone just worrying, and i didnt have any source of communications with my parents until they got home from the hospital.
id say whenever id had to go to the hospital for myself and my family because i never know how severe anything is so idk if the person is going to make it out and ever since one of my family members didnt make it i have the fear of people going to the hospital
Mass shooting in my town that killed nearly 30 people, some of which I knew.
I didn't know if my brother was alive or not and my school was on lock down for 3 hours.
being sexually assaulted at my part time job in the bathroom. and the multiple hours before i choose to attempt ******* and the feeling of blacking out with a rope around your neck, but waking up in the hospital