I can feel that too, every time I hear a BTS song that has a little sad tone in it I cry. Save Me’s MV always makes me cry. It’s not just that I am so proud of them for going this far and working hard to get there where they are now but the fact that when I first heard of them I didn’t give a s**t about them and a few months ago I started to listen to their beautiful songs and now I actually can’t live without them and I really want to say sorry for not being there when they got so much hate and I feel so bad because I’ve been an ARMY for only like 7 months. You get it right?
It feels like I am some kind of intruder. Like someone who is somewhere where she doesn’t belong to. Like I really want to be a part of something but I can’t because I wasn’t there from the beginning.
I still hope that I am a real ARMY and every ARMY I’ve met so far has been so nice and accepting, and I am so thankful for that.
But it still makes me cry.
I’m sorry for the long reply.
If you read this far I want to say thank you and that I purple you
