idk if these count as poems-- don't show my reading teacher any of these 
some might need tw's so i'll be sure to put them when needed <33
some might need tw's so i'll be sure to put them when needed <33
Poems by yours truly
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She thinks of him and smiles
Her mind filling with thoughts of him and only him
His smile and how it makes her feel content
His laugh and how it makes her feel warm
His voice and how it makes her feel welcome
His everything and how it makes her feel loved
He thinks of her and smirks
His mind filling with thoughts of her and only her
Her listening when he orders her and how it makes him feel in charge
Her getting nervous when he speaks and how it makes him feel in control
Her obeying his every word and how it makes him feel dominant
Her everything and how it makes him feel powerful
Just as Me and You are not the same
Love and Lust are not the same either.
Her mind filling with thoughts of him and only him
His smile and how it makes her feel content
His laugh and how it makes her feel warm
His voice and how it makes her feel welcome
His everything and how it makes her feel loved
He thinks of her and smirks
His mind filling with thoughts of her and only her
Her listening when he orders her and how it makes him feel in charge
Her getting nervous when he speaks and how it makes him feel in control
Her obeying his every word and how it makes him feel dominant
Her everything and how it makes him feel powerful
Just as Me and You are not the same
Love and Lust are not the same either.
I clung to your arm
A smile taking over my face
As the music blared loudly
The car sped up
Ninety….
Ninety-five….
One-hundred….
I moved my hand to yours
Holding onto you tightly
My eyes closing as i felt the impact
This was it
The perfect end
To a story I like to call
You and I
A smile taking over my face
As the music blared loudly
The car sped up
Ninety….
Ninety-five….
One-hundred….
I moved my hand to yours
Holding onto you tightly
My eyes closing as i felt the impact
This was it
The perfect end
To a story I like to call
You and I
I DIDNT REALIZE HOW DARK THESE WERE????????? SORRY
When i was young
I looked up to you
Admiring your slim figure
But always appreciating my curvy one
Oh how times have changed
Now that i’m older
I look up to you
Admiring your slim figure
And trying to copy it
Counting calories
Looking up strict diets
Not eating for weeks
Running
Benching
Stretching
Jumping
Jogging
All to be as pretty as you
And it worked
My ribs come out of my sides
My wrists are slender
My thighs have grown small
But I can’t stop
While you stay the same weight
Barely healthy but the same
I lose more
80….
75….
70….
Until one day
My body fades away
Along with the soul that came with it
I looked up to you
Admiring your slim figure
But always appreciating my curvy one
Oh how times have changed
Now that i’m older
I look up to you
Admiring your slim figure
And trying to copy it
Counting calories
Looking up strict diets
Not eating for weeks
Running
Benching
Stretching
Jumping
Jogging
All to be as pretty as you
And it worked
My ribs come out of my sides
My wrists are slender
My thighs have grown small
But I can’t stop
While you stay the same weight
Barely healthy but the same
I lose more
80….
75….
70….
Until one day
My body fades away
Along with the soul that came with it
I woke up
Put on my best dress
Put on my best heels
Put on my best makeup
All the best for you
I walked to you
Batting my eyes
You glanced
You didn't look away
But then she came in
With her baggy jacket
Wrinkled jeans
Messy hair
And her bare face
She stole your eyes
As she had always done before
You stared
And smiled
And blushed
Why can’t i be her
Why can’t you love me
Why can’t you see me
Why.
Put on my best dress
Put on my best heels
Put on my best makeup
All the best for you
I walked to you
Batting my eyes
You glanced
You didn't look away
But then she came in
With her baggy jacket
Wrinkled jeans
Messy hair
And her bare face
She stole your eyes
As she had always done before
You stared
And smiled
And blushed
Why can’t i be her
Why can’t you love me
Why can’t you see me
Why.
When i look into the future
Do you know what i see?
Sobbing
Shaking
Loss
Horror
Loneliness
But it wasnt always like this
Once upon a time
I had faith
I saw myself in college
Learning
Smiling
Dating
Living
Living a life i’ll never get to live
Why?
Because I barely want to live any life
Let alone a good one
Do you know what i see?
Sobbing
Shaking
Loss
Horror
Loneliness
But it wasnt always like this
Once upon a time
I had faith
I saw myself in college
Learning
Smiling
Dating
Living
Living a life i’ll never get to live
Why?
Because I barely want to live any life
Let alone a good one
Can you remind me
What love is like
What acceptance is like
What having someone is like
What being happy is like
It’s been so long
As though it never happened
No one accepts me
No one has me
No one makes me happy
I just wish to be reminded
Because maybe
It will help me hold on
Until i can find it all
Again
What love is like
What acceptance is like
What having someone is like
What being happy is like
It’s been so long
As though it never happened
No one accepts me
No one has me
No one makes me happy
I just wish to be reminded
Because maybe
It will help me hold on
Until i can find it all
Again
Since when was home
A place of torture
A place i dread
A place i long to leave
A place i’d rather die than go to
I’ll tell you when
When i grew up
Matured
Now that I can’t be manipulated
And lied to
And made a fool of
I have no use of the so-called home
Or the four walls that
Everyone wants me to call home
But that building is not my home
They are my home
My everything
My paradise
My vacation
The place I long to be
The place i’d rather die than leave
A place of torture
A place i dread
A place i long to leave
A place i’d rather die than go to
I’ll tell you when
When i grew up
Matured
Now that I can’t be manipulated
And lied to
And made a fool of
I have no use of the so-called home
Or the four walls that
Everyone wants me to call home
But that building is not my home
They are my home
My everything
My paradise
My vacation
The place I long to be
The place i’d rather die than leave
As the tears fell down my red cheeks
As the blood fell down my bruised nose
And hip
And leg
And arm
And body
I thought to myself
Is this love?
Does he love me?
Do i love him?
Of course its love
Of course he loves me
Of course i love him
As the blood fell down my bruised nose
And hip
And leg
And arm
And body
I thought to myself
Is this love?
Does he love me?
Do i love him?
Of course its love
Of course he loves me
Of course i love him
How do you do it
Tell me
How do you scar girls
Make them lose their hope
Destroy them
Tear them into little pieces
And scatter the pieces around the world
Just to have them crawling back
With the snap of a finger
Is that love
Do you love them
Do they love you
Tell me
How do you scar girls
Make them lose their hope
Destroy them
Tear them into little pieces
And scatter the pieces around the world
Just to have them crawling back
With the snap of a finger
Is that love
Do you love them
Do they love you
Isn’t it ironic how
The person
That made you feel like it was all worth the pain
The person that made you believe in love
The person that you loved so dearly
Is also
The person that made you give up
That made you lose faith
That made you crumble and break
Until all you were was dozens of
Broken chips on the ground
The person
That made you feel like it was all worth the pain
The person that made you believe in love
The person that you loved so dearly
Is also
The person that made you give up
That made you lose faith
That made you crumble and break
Until all you were was dozens of
Broken chips on the ground
OHH I FORGOT ABT MY MARVEL POEM :00
See you in a minute
She said to me
But she lost her spirit
And she was set free
It was supposed to be you and me
Till the end of the line
But we couldn’t guarantee
That we had the time
Everywhere I go I see his face
It felt like so long ago
It's like a never-ending chase
We lived in harmony
For an unknown duration
But it was just a fantasy
A figment of my imagination
See you in a minute
She said to me
But she lost her spirit
And she was set free
It was supposed to be you and me
Till the end of the line
But we couldn’t guarantee
That we had the time
Everywhere I go I see his face
It felt like so long ago
It's like a never-ending chase
We lived in harmony
For an unknown duration
But it was just a fantasy
A figment of my imagination
did i spell truely right- WAIT LMAO I DIDNT JFGJHDFGHD
hyrng hn
I looked to you with loving eyes
But you said we were just friends
But now I reminisce of those times
While I sit here and cry
You moved closer to me
A smirk on your face
"wanna play a game?"
I said yes, what a mistake
"it's called the firetruck game"
you said, your smirk growing
I felt wrong, If only i'd known the pain
"I put my hand on your thigh"
You said moving your hand onto my body
"And you say red light when you want me to stop" he clarified
I was nine
I didnt realize what you were doing
You called me "mine"
All i wanted was to feel loved, and I did
Your hand grew closer to my crotch, I was filled with fright
I screamed
"RED LIGHT RED LIGHT"
As you started to touch me
A wicked smile appearing on your face
"Firetrucks don't stop for red lights"
You said, moving your hand there at a fast pace
Within seconds I was laying there fully exposed
With you, my upperclassman
On top of me as my eyes closed
You didnt stop for what felt like an eternity
I still feel your hands
Lingering on my small body
But you said we were just friends
But now I reminisce of those times
While I sit here and cry
You moved closer to me
A smirk on your face
"wanna play a game?"
I said yes, what a mistake
"it's called the firetruck game"
you said, your smirk growing
I felt wrong, If only i'd known the pain
"I put my hand on your thigh"
You said moving your hand onto my body
"And you say red light when you want me to stop" he clarified
I was nine
I didnt realize what you were doing
You called me "mine"
All i wanted was to feel loved, and I did
Your hand grew closer to my crotch, I was filled with fright
I screamed
"RED LIGHT RED LIGHT"
As you started to touch me
A wicked smile appearing on your face
"Firetrucks don't stop for red lights"
You said, moving your hand there at a fast pace
Within seconds I was laying there fully exposed
With you, my upperclassman
On top of me as my eyes closed
You didnt stop for what felt like an eternity
I still feel your hands
Lingering on my small body
<3333i- king!its rlly sad tho-
yea- thats the point of rants ig-- especially when they're actual memories /lh
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these are so good! i was gonna react to more, but i didn't wanna spam you 
but yeah, i love this!
but yeah, i love this!
These are really good honestly! :0