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as their lips parted, she looked into her eyes. they were like the sea, deep and changing, with a burst of brown, like an island right in the center. β your eyes . . . β she started to say, but her alarm clock jolted her awake. tears started streaming down yenaβs face as she recalled the fond memories she had of yuri. if only she could go on cute dates with yuri like they used to when they were still trainees. if only she didnβt neglect yuri when she debuted in iz*one. if only this , if only thatβ¦...
yenaβs pov
I never truly understood how the world worked and why things happened the way they did. I know it might sound clichΓ© but when you think about it, it really is the truth. Why did we exist, and what happened to us when we were finally gone, having left this world and our old memories? I almost wish that I didnβt know how to answer this question but after the day I just had, I would be lying. It took one day to understand and even fall in love. But really it only took one moment if Iβm being honest, to fall in love the moment I laid eyes on the brightest black eyes I had ever seen. I should probably slow down though. Iβll take you back to the beginning. The day it all began ; two weeks ago. i shouldn't have neglected you when we debuted , however , i was blinded by the spotlight that i had been dreaming of since young that i forgot about the girl who meant the world to me , the only girl who could make me smile no matter how bad my day was , the girl who held my hand when i was nervous , the one and only girl , named jo yuri. as time passed , we gradually drifted apart from each other and soon , we barely talked to each other. days passed and you eventually fell for hyewon. i should have known better. i was never good enough for you, i never treated you like the way hyewon did and honestly speaking , it sucks. it sucks to see you with hyewon. it sucks to see you acting the same way you did when we were still dating. it sucks to see both of you being all lovey-dovey. it sucks to be me. jjoyul ah , i miss you. i miss the old us. i really do.
