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Girl i hear u! I cry a lot too and did u know it actually releases stress hormones? So crying is actually a good thing
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Yeah I just wished everyone knew thatGirl i hear u! I cry a lot too and did u know it actually releases stress hormones? So crying is actually a good thing
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Why do you always make promises you can’t keep if you don’t want to do something with me then just say no because it’s even worse looking up to something and then getting declined as soon as it’s time for it. Just tell me you don’t want to do it I’d rather hear that than later or I don’t feel like doing that today. Im sick and tired of you always breaking your promises.
That happens a lot to me too. Im sorry u have to go through that
i feel like ive lost all respect for myself- it's not like i was uncomfortable, but still
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I feel like I'm slowly deteriorating, fading into the abyss, the void eats me piece by piece, little by little and I stare and I stand still as i offer myself "go ahead, I wont put up a fight."
its been eating at me for months and I honestly don't know when i'll fight back, when I'll take a stand for me,when if i'll finally say the words "try eating someone else for a change."
and then I realize I'm weak, pathetic even. I'm not confident but I'm not sad, I'm emotionally repressed, cold, shaped off of years of trauma and past abuse, that's why I don't put up a fight. the psychological warfare is too much and its much easier to put myself on a silver platter then to stand up for my rights.
it wont be satisfied until I'm hanging by a mere thread, yet I wont be satisfied until I speak up. its waiting, its playing the long game, waiting for me to finally say "with the way things are going I wont last another day." and honestly I might not, I'm hanging by an invisible thread and yet I'mstubborn determined to give it zero satisfaction, I refuse to let it win and take me over completely.
its been eating at me for months and I honestly don't know when i'll fight back, when I'll take a stand for me,
and then I realize I'm weak, pathetic even. I'm not confident but I'm not sad, I'm emotionally repressed, cold, shaped off of years of trauma and past abuse, that's why I don't put up a fight. the psychological warfare is too much and its much easier to put myself on a silver platter then to stand up for my rights.
it wont be satisfied until I'm hanging by a mere thread, yet I wont be satisfied until I speak up. its waiting, its playing the long game, waiting for me to finally say "with the way things are going I wont last another day." and honestly I might not, I'm hanging by an invisible thread and yet I'm
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I'm happy, everything is great! I have friends who acknowledge and cherish me. To me there is no void, sure it was originally a void but its full, of love, desire, happiness. The void eats me piece by piece, little by little but I'm content, because it feeds me too, so I stand still as I offer myself "go ahead, I wont put up a fight!"
its been eating at me for months and I don't think I'll ever fight against it, I don't need to take a stand for me, I'll take a stand for us if needed but i deem it unnecessary. if I ever say the words "try eating someone else for a change."
and then I realize I'm naive, weak even. I'm not happy but I'm not sad, I'm emotionally detached, surface acting, shaped off of years of trauma and past abuse, that's why I don't put up a fight. I'm known as the epitome of happiness so my true feelings have never come into play making it much easier to just act happy 24/7 and ignore my feelings for others opinions and feelings. I'm supposed to be the strong and happy one, I cant be sad so I wont, i'll shove everything down.. until it all blows up in my face at once and I snap. I wont stand up for my rights because I feel as if I don't have a choice, its the voids choice.
it wont be satisfied if I'm hanging by a mere thread, it wont care, yet I wont be satisfied if its not satisfied. its waiting, its playing the long game, waiting for me to break so it can manipulate me even more, waiting for me to finally say "with the way things are going I wont last another day." and honestly I might not, I'm hanging by invisible threads like a puppet and yet I'mstubborn determined to give it no satisfaction, its my time to rise, because I'm not a player, I'm a puppeteer.
its been eating at me for months and I don't think I'll ever fight against it, I don't need to take a stand for me, I'll take a stand for us if needed but i deem it unnecessary. if I ever say the words "try eating someone else for a change."
and then I realize I'm naive, weak even. I'm not happy but I'm not sad, I'm emotionally detached, surface acting, shaped off of years of trauma and past abuse, that's why I don't put up a fight. I'm known as the epitome of happiness so my true feelings have never come into play making it much easier to just act happy 24/7 and ignore my feelings for others opinions and feelings. I'm supposed to be the strong and happy one, I cant be sad so I wont, i'll shove everything down.. until it all blows up in my face at once and I snap. I wont stand up for my rights because I feel as if I don't have a choice, its the voids choice.
it wont be satisfied if I'm hanging by a mere thread, it wont care, yet I wont be satisfied if its not satisfied. its waiting, its playing the long game, waiting for me to break so it can manipulate me even more, waiting for me to finally say "with the way things are going I wont last another day." and honestly I might not, I'm hanging by invisible threads like a puppet and yet I'm
you are loved, even if you feel like you're worthless and nobody's proud of you just remember I am. I'm here for you even if I don't know you because that's what a decent human being would do. there are always 2 sides to a story and grass isn't always greener on the other side, no matter what you may think. stay safe, healthy, and happy!
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inspired by misery meat by sodikken, puppeteer by epic the musical, depression, suicidal thoughts, manipulation, abuse/trauma, and my true story.
talk to me !
twt / x : @stolecoups
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discord : @whotfiswoo
inspired by misery meat by sodikken, puppeteer by epic the musical, depression, suicidal thoughts, manipulation, abuse/trauma, and my true story.
Idk why, but I just feel strange. Growing up, I knew my parents weren’t the best. But then it sort of got worse. Basically, my parents wanted me to go to an all girls school which could get u into a good university, but to get in to the schl, you had to take some rlly hard tests. So, when I was in grade 3, they sort of overworked me. I studied, with barely any breaks. I woke up each day at around 6am. I never got to play, or have time for friends. For 2 years. It’s like they took 2 years of my like, childhood away from me. Then in grade 6, I did the test and I got in to the schl. I moved in to grade 7 last year. I tried so hard to make ppl like me. My friends were all rlly mean and spread rumours abt me. But I still stayed. Then eventually there was a big blowout and I moved into a new group, but they sort of pretended I didn’t exist and they forgot I was even there. My parents got more, aggressive, and they treated me like I was some dog that they could kick and hurt with no feelings. They still do, even now. Still hit and hurt me. Keep telling me I should be grateful and be like my other perfect siblings (16 yo brother, 14 yo sister, and 5 yo little sister). I had to be so many ppl at the same time to please everyone, that I forgot me. I don’t have a choice of who I want to be. It’s like I don’t have a LIFE.
The worst thing is that I can’t TELL anyone. No-one knows abt whats happening to me. I smile and make them laugh and that’s it. I’m a nobody. They don’t care abt how I feel.
i feel disgusted with myself
I love you sm and i hope you get better
I care. I know what’s its like to think people don’t love you. But remember: the One Creator God, who loves you very much, carries you when the hard times happen. He is there whenever you need Him (sorry if you don’t believe in that lol). I think you should tell someone if they are hitting you though. You don’t deserve to go through that. You are special. You are important. You are too valuable to put your feelings to the side. No one deserves to be treated badly. I think you should first tell a trusted adult, maybe a teacher or a therapist. Tell them how it makes you feel. It’s totally okay to cry. It’s actually healthy to cry. It releases stress hormones in your body. I want to leave you with this: whenever you this no one is there, remember this: you are loved. Very much.
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all the methods don’t work… why can’t I lose weight… i hate myself and my body… 
I hate it how people treat me because of my personality,i thought people liked me just turns out they are fake
i try to act like it does not bother me but it actually does and i hate that feeling,everybody hates me at this point, it's not me saying oh heyy,i need some fucking attention it's just me saying "hey i have feelings too,just cause i messed up ones does not mean i am going to stay like that" ,this shit is getting me to hate myself and trust me it does not feel good at all/
i try to act like it does not bother me but it actually does and i hate that feeling,everybody hates me at this point, it's not me saying oh heyy,i need some fucking attention it's just me saying "hey i have feelings too,just cause i messed up ones does not mean i am going to stay like that" ,this shit is getting me to hate myself and trust me it does not feel good at all/
btw i don't like sabrina carpenter,her songs are good but nah,i don't understand why people like her so much
idk why i lied that i liked her,worst lie ever
nvm, i was trying to make people think i am cool,i am far from that word
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Sometimes I think to myself, “why am I so tired all the time” and I always say it’s just that i don’t get enough sleep but I do! Well, except right now. But I figured why I‘m always tired and it’s because of my depression. I figured this out like 1 year ago )
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