when she said that i almost cried. i’m so happy to have people around me that actually care. i’m glad i moved out of that house because we were way past my last straw. we were in the negatives
i just hope everyone realizes how horrible she was to me
sometimes I don't feel good enough.
sometimes I feel invisible.
sometimes I feel like nobody cares about me.
sometimes I feel like nobody will ever understand me the way that I understand myself.
urgh everything is always my fault nothing is ever her fault she forgets something its somehow my fault bc i was trying to be helpful and distracted her
i hate this i have to act like every fucking thing is peachy when its not
my cousin tells me not to hurt myself anymore and not to even think about doing ykw...she says just think that there are ppl who love me and that has 2 be worth something
I hate everything right now.
I felt like crap all day because I'm sick and I couldn't stop sniffling and it was really gross.
But I still have to go to school and try not to scream and cry every five seconds.
Everyone was on my nerves today to the point I wanted to scream and tell them to shut up.
My mom got mad at me for talking back but I didn't mean to
My mom told me I was acting like I hate everyone but I didn't mean to
I love my mom and we were getting along great earlier until I started crying from exhaustion
I couldn't think straight
I've eaten so much junk food to the point I want to cry and stop eating to lose all the weight I gained
I'm sorry I've been so out of it today family, I just feel like if I talk I'll cry
I hate crying in front of people
I felt really ugly today
I wasted money on a lip tint that looks ugly on me
My outfit was really bad
My backpack was heavy
I'm tired but I know I can't fall asleep
I act too cold and I'm sorry
Sometimes I feel like I'm the only one in my life who can admit they're wrong. It's always "Oh well-" or "Well I didn't... blah blah blah" not "Sorry, I didn't realize that it was the other way around" or "Oh my bad, I didn't mean to be rude"
I can be stubborn but I try to admit when I'm wrong. I don't think anyone else does
