Uh idk but there is no hole for you just love!Shouldn't it be a bandage then?
Uh idk but there is no hole for you just love!Shouldn't it be a bandage then?
love from who?Uh idk but there is no hole for you just love!
No I love you your nice and kind and look I’m still here and I stay because I want to be friends with ulove from who?
People love me then leave me.
But I guess that's what I deserve.
That's why I have issues.
People leave. They only stay when they need/want something.
Then when I'm of no use they're gone, like I never existed.
Me? nice and kind? Not what my family says </3No I love you your nice and kind and look I’m still here and I stay because I want to be friends with u
Yes u and ur family is blind for not saying thatMe? nice and kind? Not what my family says </3
<3Yes u and ur family is blind for not saying that
Try your hardest to do things that you love or that you loved as a child. Even trying a new hobby is good. Once you find something that genuinely makes you happy, that hole will be filledI feel like there's a hole, like I'm falling into it, the hole of unknown feelings, the hole of emptiness, the hole of numbness.
I understand that, I've been an insomniac for quite a while now </3I tried not to post stuff on here about myself, but I genuinely can’t handle all of my emotions right now. I’ve been having terrible insomnia, I’m so overstimulated right now, and I’m genuinely struggling with the effects of something that happened when I was younger.
Hey, it's okay, stuff like that happens.I just had a full mental break down for the stupidest reason. I play volleyball and I am a hitter and my vertical is EVERYTHING to me and I tested my jump again I couldn't touch my ceiling and I had a full break down
Lmk if you want to talk about itmy dad hit me bc i didn't eat lunch
like what ..?
You are such an amazing person and a wonderful friend to haveI never thought that one day I'd be posting here.. I'm usually the one making people laugh, comforting others.. but here I am.
I realized the whole reason I comfort others is so they can do the same. I saw this one thing on pinterest saying 'Silly you! You comfort others with the words you are dying to hear..' and that shit cut deep..
I feel like the things I do are either never enough, too much, or too little. Just a few days ago, my dad told me I eat too much and that I need to loose weight, comparing me to farm animals, talking about me to his friends, etc. It's gotten to the point where I'm starting to think he's right.. I've been trying to eat less, skipping meals, but doing so only brings my low self esteem even lower.. It hurts.
(His exact words: "Dios mío muchacho. Comes demasiado! Deja de comportarte como un cerdo. Nosotros te alimentamos."/ My goodness boy. You eat too much! Stop acting like a pig. We feed you enough.)